Friday, September 25, 2009

I-catcher Console - Web Monitor . Close, But Not Enough.

Author's note: to Stephanie. Hope you like it as much as I liked Cotton Night (to understand more of this story, read it). I think I did well in my other self POV: P

Please as you read, listen Closer, by Kings Of Leon. It's what sets the tone for the story.

- xoxoxoxoxo -

Stranded in this spooky town, stop right this way And Then the phone lines down ... Are

The ceiling of his room c began to be seensmells really crazy. Wet your lips felt like passing from the most hidden of my ankle to the most sensitive of my hips. Caleb

encouraged him, and he kept the pace slow and tortuous of the song in the background.

... She Took my heart, I think she Took my soul, with the moon I run, far from the carnage of the fiery sun ...

was sure he wanted to kill me. By that I lost in lust. Letting her take ownership of every thought in my mind.

Among my fists were tight the sheets to my side, nothing but smooth as white as daylight that we were still avoiding. The day would come and we would have que to clarify the rules of the game that no longer existed.

... showin 'no mercy I'll do it again. Open up your eyes, you keep on crying, baby I'll bleed you dry ...

As if you had asked me with words of his own mouth, I opened my eyes, only to find the perfect view of my fantasies had materialized.

looked directly at me, his eyes even darker than normal, clouded by the feeling of his victory over me at the time. I felt the shadow of his beard as weak sanded the inside of my thighs.

skies Are ... beneath me I see a storm bubbling up from the sea ... and it's coming closer ...

really

d approached. But I did not see hallucinations of colors and never the blinding light of talking books. My senses suddenly accentuated.

room The smell of her childhood and adolescence was steaming to the destructive temptations that made me go back, stop and start all over again. It smelled of honey could swear that their skin evaporated.

My mouth tasted like the mixture of our saliva. In my guilt, my pain and denial. In sun, sky and cinnamon. And my heart beat fast, but steady and strong. Very strong.

With a muffled groan knew the sweet torture would end soon. This time we defined. This was the weakness that I dominated, which justified the wall of broken glass and lies that we had built. CH

TMLXC

... you sh-sh-shock my bones, leavin 'me stranded in love all on my own ...

inadvertently arched my back to the point of pain, with my fingers buried in her dark hair and slightly damp with sweat. I could feel it everywhere and it was not anywhere near enough.

Minutes passed before I could control my breathing with difficulty. I felt no bones, light and trembling.

What do you think of me? Where am I now, baby Where do I sleep? ...

muttered unintelligible things at the base of my neck, words like music in my skin, another drug, completely different, completely perfect.

had so many things to say that my pride forbade apologies, compliments of her taste, body and skills that my ego would not survive. So many things to say and could not whisper. I played

exhale ... inhale ... or did not know where it went. Her smile, smug now, I controlled. Were different on the outside full of similarities. Were similar in everything that we should not seem.

... Feels so good when I'm home, 2000 years of chasing takin 'it's toll ...

"Close your eyes. Clear your mind. LET IT GO "I said to myself on instant replay.

But now I needed it again. The bipolarity that intoxicates me. The flagelo my body does not forget.

And only with the rough touch of my nails into his shoulders repeated the search for effective bittersweet and elusive that kept us happy moments, but does not satisfy completely. We tried to hit it

blows to the lies and all that hid.

We were like two magnets, attracted by tacit forces but could not fully join, did not complete the attraction. Among

sounds meaningful only to us, held me so tightly I could feel his pain and weakness in my skin. It made me feel complete when he was broken.

... and it's coming closer, and it's coming closer, and it's coming closer ... CH TMLXC Perhaps the day itself was closer. While we made love and passion and something else, more than just the loneliness, I realized we had heart. And mine was breaking. Xoxo

B *

love disastrous miss-deathwish

Pic: Love Disastrous

by Miss-Deathwish

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Mississippi River Boat Boat Plans . the. unspoken. words.

When you're dreaming with a broken heart The waking up
is the hardest part.

When you're dreaming with a broken heart The giving up
is the hardest part.

Dreaming With A Broken Heart - John Mayer

The perfect is not interesting. The situations of our day to day I checked. If everything is under control and all follow the rules, what about the excitement and adrenalin of what is morally wrong?

every day when I woke dreaming awake. Perhaps some think that true love has to maintain the illusion. That's perfect. But you do not. The truth was I libre. It was something new to learn, something new to say, a new form of love. Believing that you knew to live, lived in a world that does not exist. As I hit mirrors, because they gave me no truths and dreams.

With the first words of routine, I saw in your eyes so I thought I needed. I did not see a color. I saw a glow. Caracas saw blue skies and freshly cut grass green, red and yellow fury of forgiveness. We said with our eyes, what words could never express. It's hard not to believe in destiny when someone looks at you that way. That's perfect. But you do not. I wanted to see you, without walls and through thorns. More than colors and expectations. Needed brightness.

And never let you go, only changinghand. Temieras wanted to avoid, I wanted to leave you breathless, I wanted to speak your truth without my lips trembling. But recognizing the lies in my truths and truths in my lies. I wanted to burn the entire city, only to see the light. I wanted to take whatever they want me. I wanted to fall in love many times, all of you. I wanted so many things that fate did not recognize.

But anything is worth trying, if only you try the pieces do not fit. It was like looking for the sun and find only a small flame. So you're not perfect, but nobody wants to perfect, continue running wild until you find someone to run wild with me, who hear the words unspoken and the spoken. Because it's insane to think that lovewho hurts us, but even more crazy is to believe that hurts us, loves us. Xoxo

B * PS: This is me, Letting You Go ...

the_world_is_mine_by_patrycjanna

Pic: The World Is Mine by patrycjanna .

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Head Injuries More Condition_symptoms 22. Kiss and Tell

Awwwww after a long wait here is the next chapter:) due to my intensive study sessions (which have borne fruit orgu_) I have not been able to devote himself wholeheartedly to ff u_u and I was very inspired , which I needed to write these intense chapters * eyes * I hope it is VERY you like it, because I enjoyed writing .... I recommend that you put appropriate music for each moment to read because much XD environmental

CHAPTER 22

Eric Szmanda Debbie Hawkins Anna Scott
Tom Fletcher Danny


Suddenly the passage seemed darker than it had ant stateis but continued toward the classroom. When he calmed down a bit closer to hear a curse from someone inside ... Why do you soothe? Obvious that a person ... went on and were still listening to minor knocks, the door was ajar, a door when she did not remember what happened ... or maybe it was not set ;, apparently the influence of alcohol had not disappeared. He took a deep breath before the door opened abruptly and, whatever it was going to have to cope.

was witheyes wide open ready to find anything when he saw a kid getting scared looking at her in surprise, he had caught messing around in the bottom of the closet of science. Ceel exhaled unconsciously she was holding chuckling and entered the classroom, James looked even more frightened than she was before entering, but then relaxed when he saw masked Ceel Minnie Mouse. The appearance of James was quite funny because he was disguised as a mad scientist, with a long white coat, black rubber gloves and hair completely scrambled and every tip pointing to a place, certainly that hairstyle you hab &; Iacute; has had to take hours to do so, in one hand wore goggles, apparently was accrued in the science classroom.

- You scared me, I thought I had tasted me ... - James sighed and went rummaging through the small closet. Ceel bit her lower lip and went into the classroom.

- they changed me You scared me ... what have you been felldo? - Ceel said leaving the bottle on the table the teacher and support both hands on this, James was in the closet behind the desk turned around and was able to get a generous view of Ceel neck , the look was not at all discreet and least it was when you stopped watching, Ceel smiled.

- 's skeleton there next ... - nodded and Ceel saw the skeleton on the floor completely dismembered & ndash I did not think to weigh so much. - And James closed the cabinet careful not foundrar nothing else.

- eh You're a big hand. - James went to the skeleton to put our best and Ceel followed closely to help.

- Well, what you doing here? - Asked James as he placed the skeleton in pieces.

- Nothing really, I was walking around ...- Ceel replied without interest. They were really close and James, innocent, each time he touched apologized embarrassed. Ceel stooped to take the last piece, the skull, placed between the two and grinned with his mouth. Their eyes met and even in almost complete darkness, she could see the bright blue eyes of James.

- ... I was looking for my costume. - James said taking the skull from the hands of Ceel, because it was a few inches taller than she arrivedaba the neck of the skeleton. - I only had the hair, everything else I've "caught borrowed" from here and there. - Ceel went to sit on the edge of one of the wide test tables putting arms on each side and swinging his legs making rubs her little skirt forward and backward movement.

When James finally ended their difficult task was to where he was Ceel, the only light was moonlight coming in through the windows and a penumbra of the door was left Ceel open. However, he observed sitting Ceel innocence, feignedor not, stared, like the way James was so dark hair hung down her shoulders and framed her pale face and can appreciate a deep brown eyes that bore a strange glow could not decipher. His thin lips a faint smile he spent inviting you to come closer, and that's what made it, and what conocíaa Ceel knew it was not the kind that go with nonsense, and Fri foward what was on the table gave the impression of a wolf disguised as a sheep ... but that's what I really liked. I knew that even if daring not become promiscuous in any way;Maybe that was why they were the two in this situation.

- Now what are you doing? - James asked as he approached undecided.

- do not know ... it depends. - Said Ceel significant glancing at the boy, he replied with a wry smile. Between questions and answers were long silences.

- &; Nbsp; nobody expects you not? - James asked again, raising a skeptical eyebrow. This had not stopped moving increasingly determined, but slower Ceel followed the game.

- Who is going to wait for me? - Ceel attacked directly, the distance was, if she could reach out his hand face of James, but had decided that she would not move a finger, single pairto test it.

I thought James eyelids down a little, and with the same crooked smile before stood inches from Ceel. It was in a quick and discreet in which Ceel had opened my legs a bit so that James is placed between them and the short distance that remained stay nonexistent. Neither stopped seeing eye to eye with mischievous eyes, smiling and Ceel James leaving space between her lips, she had stretched as far as he could afford and had placed a of his hands on his neck and the other side of Ceel, rozándosand with her hand.

Although she was no novice at this, his pulse was out of control, their breath mingled with astonishing ease, the intoxicating smell of James and his ears pitaban intensity due to the hand of James in his neck. Without warning, something changed in the face of it at the crucial moment, now seemed an immovable rock and Ceel the only one that was driven by desire.

- I know you're dying ... - Ceel whispered, clutching the neck of the robe of James, but not depressing. He gently put his hands over Ceel, the went out of his robe and Dej & oacute; on her lap. I did not understand anything.

- If you really want to do this, I prefer you're sober ... - James explained to the Ceel frown still holding hands and gave him a soft kiss on the cheek.

left her speechless, dumbfounded, as he left the classroom with angry air, put his hand to his forehead and closed his eyes, sighing loudly. I did not think James was the type that falls for a girl that is drunk, well after all, it was not so much ... if you really haddo this right? Out of her reverie women giggled, yes, I'd swear it was the same giggle that the girl's brown hall ...

When he left the gym night was at its best, the various lamps gave a good view of the place, showing how many people had off, if half the school was in the other half was focused course. The cold was not totally unbearable but there were signs of condensation, so Tom went quietly up the area around the forest looking around with his eyes. There were many peopledrinking, sitting in a circle talking, frightened each other, playing ... but as he was leaving the gym there were only scattered groups so that this could not give all the fear they would if you were alone.

If you think, really what I was doing and what I was doing was a folly: it was pulling into a pool that did not know whether it would be full or empty, but for some reason felt obliged to do so, had to say it before anyone could anticipate ... It happened for months, but both ignored them as if nothing had happened and the truth is that every time he hacia more difficult to hide in front of his friends, who alone had realized it was Harry, for luck.

If already the place was becoming less illuminated, the town of Batman took away vision, he stopped and took off his great helmet that his jaw was frozen and the rest of hot face, could feel the cold regained her cheeks color. It ruffled a bit by having the hair completely crushed and snorted by the hull. When he looked up, finally found what I was looking for a lone bank located next to a lamppost, was sitting behind Laurawith shoulders hunched. The distance that Tom was deaf could hear the sobs, and without worrying about who might be nearby approached her with care.

Laura was in a whirl of thoughts, fiddling with his fingers in her lap, when his vision was planted two black boots to judge, man. He raised his head and found Tom with a face full of preocupacióny wild hair, so Laura was ashamed of his appearance and with the palm of the hand tried to take the groove left by the lá tears down his cheeks, a little embarrassed and smiling sadly. Tom then knelt & oacuteand, before her, leaving a few inches below it; Tom's eyes was of complete understanding, it was as if he knew what had happened although they had not seen in all Diaye possibly it was.

He had seen Katz and Willis had been in his short stay in the party, and to see Laura in that state, knew that their assumptions were true. The fact that Tom knew that she was so pathetic and Matt have made him more eager to mourn, although there was not a drop inside, was moving between two sides and I was playingwith the heart of Tom and following the stupid game Matt despite warnings. No words were needed for both of them, Laura moaned loudly mourn Masy unable to express their deep sorrow. The boy frowned as he felt a great impotence, nervous grabbed Laura's hand and squeezed it hard and to not look up:

- ; Look - with gentle softness demanded Tom, Laura did her best to just look at his face, but Tom wanted his eyes to catch them. Now that he had achievedcontinued attention. - No matter what happens, with whom, when or why, I'll always be here to protect you, because I'm your hero ... - Tom said breathing through the mouth, causing the moisture left between both. Had been expressionless Laura did not understand how Tom could bear all this. The boy stood up and sat down beside him without letting go of his hand.

- Tom ... I do not .... - Laura abruptly tried to say - do not know qu & eacuyou, tell you. - And uttered the words, clearing your confusion to Tom do what he saw fit, he just smiled.

- I do, and I think you should choose me - Tom talked her hand Laura the chest where his heart noticing. - Never do harm of any kind - continued Tom slowly - and if I do, that the Joker to take me to hell ...

Laura laughed por the obvious joke that Tom said, at least he got what he wanted, make her smile. She was gentle expression and with his free hand gently stroked her cheek.

- 're frozen ... - Laura said more to herself than to Tom, he probably had been searching out a good time.

As Laura grew closer Tom, noticed how his hand on his chest and did not give noticing how Tom's pulse was racing to acercament of Laura, her to feel her pulse accelerated melted inside, thus approaching more quickly to his mouth. In the last few inches was Tom who joined her with a gentle kiss, tasting the texture of the lips of Laura, she put her hands around her neck causing the two bodies were closer and Tom pressure at the base of the back with both hands. The kiss became a necessity, as if it were the key to comfort. Tom felt that this could take away those painful thoughts of Laura, giving to understand that it was all he needed.